I Stopped Writing Poetry in High School (and Have Decided to Write a Novel in 30 Days)

I recently decided to try reading, No Plot? No Problem, by Chris Baty.  It is an intense introduction to writing a novel.  Precisely, writing a novel in 30 days!  No problem, right?

I procrastinated for months, thinking I’d like to start when the time was right.  And finally decided on the month of February.

The idea is this:  you have no idea how to start writing a novel, you really want to write a novel, but you’re stuck, and you procrastinate.  That sound familiar?  Well, it is to me.

I’ve always wanted to write, and I’ve always enjoyed writing.  Whether it be high school poetry (some of my best writing, obviously), university papers (I actually did enjoy writing these, usually), or press releases and reports for work, I find the writing process enjoyable.  But since I stopped writing poetry in high school, and embarked on a long post-secondary career, followed by a professional one, I have never taken the opportunity to do much creative writing.

I always figured I’d be a writer.  Dreamed of it.  Wanted to write children’s books.  Or novels. And so here I am.  Since Musings is all about me accomplishing my dreams, I figured I’d start off with a bang.  Tackle one of the hardest ones.

So, No Plot? No Problem. The idea is you devote one month to writing a novel.  Choose a month, and focus on it, hammering out 1600 words/day, and ending with a 50,000 novel.  Not a good one – but a finished one.  Or at least a finished draft.  If you want to join in, by the way, NaNoWrMo (National Novel Writing Month) is in November.  The book is full of great ideas, and great humour, and may possibly even get you through the process.

I started writing my speed novel on Feb. 3rd (already behind schedule), and I have only written 2500 words.  So, you see I am already behind.  I started with no idea what to write about.  Tried one idea, hated it, and am now working through another.  It’s about a single mother who has just lost her husband.  When I told my husband what it was about, he said,

“creepy.”

It’s taken me awhile to get my confidence up again.  Doesn’t take much when you’ve been procrastinating for months, okay, years.

Tonight, I have been interrupted while writing this at least 5 times by my wakeful 3 year-old who refuses to stay asleep.

While writing this, note, not my novel.  Ahem.

Anyways, while writing this I did just realize one thing.  I haven’t given up (just had to edit out the word, yet, here).  No, I haven’t given up.  So.  Excuse me while I follow my passion.

P.S. I credit the idea of reading this book to Gretchen Ruben and The Happiness Project (another worthy read).  So, now, at least I have someone to blame when – if – as if! – I fail.

Maternity Leave Works Wonders

Kids at the Beach

I have been blessed with a year of maternity leave (yay Canada), and it has had a strange effect.  Aside from the absolutely wonderful time I have been able to spend with my two children and husband (and believe me when I say this is a blessing indeed), I have been spending some quality time with myself.  Me.

Finishing my masters, then working full time, then having a baby (then having another baby), it turns out, had left me rather little time for myself.  Or maybe a better word would be energy. Or focus.  Regardless, little of it.  Not surprising.

So, being off of work, although not actually freeing up any real time (any new parent will nod here, I’m sure), has freed up some head space.  All of a sudden, I have remembered how to think. How to feel, and how to muse.  I spent the first half of the year following whims, many of which I will touch on in future posts.  And the second half, I am hoping to devote to passions.  The passions I have unearthed through those whims.  Clear as mud?

Mostly, I have been reading.  No, scratch that.  Mostly I have been parenting.  Getting no sleep, feeding, talking, entertaining, loving, putting out fires, did I mention loving?  Oh, and no sleep?  Yes.  Mostly that.  But, then, I have also been reading.

And my reading has taken me to a funny place.  A place where I am ready to take on me.  And darned if I’m not excited!?

So, in preparation, I’d like to thank, Anne Lamott, Phil Keoghan, Timothy Ferris, Eric Maisel, Ken Robinson, Gretchen Ruben, Daniel Goleman, David Suzuki, Gordon Neufeld (off the top of my head) and a host of others for steering me in fascinating directions and getting me off my butt.

Here goes nothing as I attempt to label myself, writer, photographer, unschooler, blogger, ecomom, and mompreneur, along with librarian, mother, wife, dancer and learnaholic (yes, that’s right).  Who knows, I might even work my way up to runner, diver, and filmmaker, yet.

It should be an interesting life.

By the way, did I mention I love books?!  Never underestimate the transformative power of literacy.

(Visit your public library! Seriously.)

Hum, Drum and Here We Go

I’m imagining the first post must be the hardest.  Then again, assured that no one will be reading this, I can probably get away with writing just about anything.

One of my goals for 2011 was to start a blog, and finally engage in the blogosphere.  I’ve been a librarian for almost 5 years, and feel rather ashamed that I still haven’t dabbled in blogging, so…

For me, this is a personal journey, which I am going to use to further my creative pursuits, help me keep track of my goals and share my thoughts on the things I read, and how they are changing me.  It should be fun, and I hope someone else finds it, so, too.

I imagine I’ll get better at this as time goes on…